Places I visited since I’ve been to the U.A.E

Posted in My LIfe on August 8, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

Since I’m going to leave Dubai in couple of days I figured why not make a post of the places I visited this year. I must say Alhamdulillah I visited many places compared to the places I’ve visited in America and Canada. So, let me reminisce back to the places hehe..

First Place would be:

Chill out restaurant in Times Square

Chill out restaurant in Times Square

Well it wasn’t fully furnished up with ice when I went there because it was new and my dad got some raffle from his company and so my mom and I along with two other sisters went there and I must say the FOOD was soo good..It was cool but not that cool. It was still new so didn’t see it all iced up like the picture above. I just loved the food though. Alhamdulillah to that.

The next place was:

Ski Dubai

Ski Dubai

My school took me to Ski Dubai which is good because they didn’t grant us anything good except this. I went to the snowball area not the ski area because I don’t know how to ski lolz..I so wish I did go there though..It was nice with all girls running all over the place…I did go tobogganing and other such things…it was fun and later we went and ate at T.G.I Fridays which was delicious which brings me to the overall place I visited not only that day but other days as well..

Mall of the Emirates

Mall of the Emirates

The Mall of the Emirates is a mall with three floors and is hugee and Ski Dubai is in this mall. Everything that is in this mall is double the price it is somewhere else. All western stores and clothes are here and people who live the rich life go here ..I went here to eat and thought I would go shopping as I liked some of the clothes there. I saw the price and said..Ok never mind..I can get this somewhere else with a cheaper price and left ehehe..

Then I went to:

Sahara Center

Sahara Center

Sahara Center is in Sharjah and many people there know of it I guess. It’s location falls at the Dubai and Sharjah border. My school took me and a bunch of little children from grade 6 upto grade 12. Our job however was taking care of the kids as we were prefects.UGHH lolz..They are annoying little girls but they weren’t that bad. I hung out there alot and I went on the kiddy rides with my friends and those were still fun..i had alot of fun as it was all girls and I didn’t have to worry about things flying about or something. I had fun with my friends although I had some responsibilities etc.

In Sharjah I went to another mall which is :

Mega mall

Mega mall

I went to Mega Mall to meet a friend that I didn’t see for more than 5 years. I really couldn’t believe the fact that I was going to see her again and mashallah two people who wore no hijab back in the days meeting each other in full niqab is something amazing..Mashallah..I must say Mega Mall got me tired because they had no benches and so we had to go into a smoothie drinking place so we could sit somewhere. Well the best part was meeting my friend and I loved it.

Now comes Abu Dhabi lol

This is where I went first:

Emirates Palace Hotel

Emirates Palace Hotel

Yep it is HUGEEEEE…I mean really huge…I went with mom and dad and my friends, the two american sisters I went to chill out with..We weren’t even planning on going there but the sister saw that there was some exhibition of Islamic Art so we went and I took some pics ..I’ll post them up when I have time..the Islamic Art was beautiful mashallah and we went to other exhibitions in the hotel as well..the view from the hotel out to the water was beautiful Mashallah.. k moving on

the Sheikh Zayed Mosque in Abu Dhabi is really huge.. It wasn’t done fully but I saw most of it done..They are trying to make it like the haramain but ofcourse that won’t happen. THere is a huge space in the middle of the masjid and there are so many doors and areas to pray ..that is good mashallah.>Sheikh Zayed’s grave is on the side of the masjid outside…

I saw the masjid’s construction almost finished..Everything was done except for the inside. It is a pretty big masjid and mashallah the design is nice but once you go to the Haramain forget about this lolz..The walls and pillars have little flowers painted on them. I found out that the reason they did that was because Sheikh Zayed (May Allah have mercy on him) loved flowers.

I went to Fujairah to visit family as well. It is small city place and I also went to the beach side there and saw many people horseback riding and things of that nature.. Oh I forgot to mention some places I went to Dubai in lolz ok back to Dubai

Ibn Battuta Mall seems like an Arabian style Mall but I saw more foreigners then Arabs lolz. It’s nice but as usual things are double the amount there.

That’s Mirdif Uptown and it was ten minutes away from our school. I went there twice I think and I spent a whole day upto 10 p.m there ..Gosh that was tiring lolz..I even got in a fight with some stupid kids there too. It’s a nice place but it’s like a mall outside except for the food court which is inside and you can look outside because it’s made of glass.. I also went to this Caribou Cafe ..The food there is GOOOD..I tend to go there next time I visit Dubai and I go chill with friends. I went there with friends I was going to hang out with for the last time. It felt good saying goodbye to them and all.

Last but not least..is

Yep that’s Wild Wadi..I went there on Ladies Night with some sisters who came from U.K ..Mashallah amazing sisters..We all went in and honestly I think I had one of the most amazing nights in a while. It wasn’t because I went to Wild Wadi it was because I met these sisters and got to hang out and have fun with them. Wild Wadi’s nice and I had fun but it’s not all that much.. The rides were done and we kept going on the same rides..There was one ride I wish we could go on but we weren’t allowed to because we weren’t wearing TIGHT enough clothes..ughh..this is the ride

It is the largest slide and we went all the way up to ride it and came back down feeling defeated..PFFT..I don’t know if I’m going next time but inshallah if I do I’m going on that ride.. We went to the tunnel of doom and the others..Burj Ul Arab looked beautiful from the slide area..I went there too but when I was really young..Anyways while I was in U.A.E I also went to Oman twice and met family and all but that’s another thread I guess for another time..

ENJOY!..Walaikumasalam

Islam Began As Something Strange, And It Shall, return to being something strange *

Posted in Islam on August 8, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

As you all know I love that Hadith and here is something that probably would make you love it as well..

Ghuraba

Ghuraba

Strangeness and the Strangers
Imam Ibn ul Qayyim al Jawziyyah
Based on a booklet by ibn Qayyim entitled al-Ghurbathu wa al-Ghuraba
Some modifications and additions have been made, © 1994 Basheer Publications

Islam began as something strange, and it shall return to being something strange, so give glad tidings to the strangers.

The Meaning of “Strangeness” :Many times in many situations the people that follow the religion of Allah feel a sense of not belonging, of being out of place, of not fitting in, and, in other words, of being strange. This feeling could occur in a gathering of non-Muslims, but, unfortunately, this feeling sometimes also occurs when one is with his fellow Muslims. A person sees his brothers and sisters doing acts that are contrary to Islam, or taking part in innovations that sometimes even border on kufr (apostasy), yet he feels that he does not have enough power or courage to stop them in these acts.

Some brothers and sisters, especially if they do not have enough taqwa or Islamic knowledge, sometimes buckle under the pressure of their peers and join in these acts, knowing that this is not what Allah wants them to do. However, feeling helpless, since it seems that they are alone in their ideas and without any support to help them do what is right, they succumb to such pressures.

These brothers and sisters, may Allah have mercy on them, should take consolation in the verses of the Qur’an and the many statements of the Prophet (peace be upon him) describing this very situation of strangeness that they feel.

Why Have They Been Called “Strangers”? :
Allah says in the Qur’an, “If only there had been, in the generations preceding you, people having wisdom, prohibiting others from evil in the earth; except a few of those whom we have saved from among them.” (Hud 116).

This verse speaks of the few people on earth, the “strangers”, who prohibit mankind from evil. These are the same people the Prophet (peace be upon him) spoke about when he said, “Islam began as something strange, and it shall return to being something strange, so give glad tidings [ar. Tooba. This is a tree in Paradise. So the Prophet (peace be upon him) is giving the good news of Paradise to these strangers.] to the strangers. It was asked, “Who are those strangers, O Messenger of Allah?” He replied, “Those that correct the people when they become corrupt. [Reported by Abu Amr al-Dani, from the hadith of ibn Masoud. It is authentic according to al-Albani.

Another narration says, "Those that correct my sunnah which has been corrupted by the people after me."] In another narration he said in response to the same question, “They are a small group of people among a large evil population. Those who oppose them are more than those who follow them.” [Reported by ibn Asaakir. It is authentic according to al-Albani.]

These praiseworthy people are called strangers since they are a small minority among mankind. Thus, Muslims are strangers among mankind; the true believers are strangers among Muslims; and the scholars are strangers among the true believers. And the followers of the Sunnah, those that clear themselves from all peoples of innovation, are likewise strangers.

Strangeness is due to being in minority ,not because of strangenes in beliefs:
In reality, however, their strangeness is only because they are the minority and it is not because their actions and beliefs are strange. This is what Allah says in surah al-Anaam, “And if you obey most of the people on Earth, they will lead you astray” (al-Anaam 116). Allah also says, “And most of mankind will not believe, even if you (O Muhammad) desire it eagerly” (Yusuf 103); “And truly, most of mankind are rebellious and disobedient (to Allah).” (al-Maidah 49); “But nay, most of mankind are ungrateful” (Yusuf 38). Therefore, Allah, the all-Knowing Creator, knows the most of mankind will not follow the truth. Instead, only a small group of people will be set apart that truly and correctly believe in Him, the strangers from among mankind.

The people with strangeness in belief:
The strangers in belief, however, and the strangers in character and actions are in reality the majority of mankind, for they are strange to Islam and to the laws that Allah has revealed. Thus we see that there are various types of strangeness, of which some are praiseworthy, some are blameworthy and some are neither praiseworthy or blameworthy. We will discuss these various categories separately below. :

Types of Strangeness:
You should know, may Allah have mercy upon you, that strangeness is of three types:
1)First type of strangeness(praiseworthy kind of strangeness,people of Allah and the people of his messenger):
The first type of strangeness is the strangeness of the “People of Allah and the People of His Messenger” (peace be upon him), which we mentioned previously. This strangeness is a praiseworthy strangeness, as it has been praised by Allah and His Messenger (peace be upon him). Therefore, this kind of strangeness should be sought and its people must be supported. This strangeness occurs in different times, in different places, and among different peoples. These strangers, then, are the true “People of Allah” for they do not worship ought save Him, and they do not take support from any path except the path of the Prophet (peace be upon him), and they do not call to anything except that which has been brought by the Prophet (peace be upon him).

These strangers on the day of judgement:
These are the people who left mankind when they (the strangers) were in need of them the most. For, on the Day of Judgment, when all other groups will go with that which they used to worship, they(strangers) will stay in their places. It will be said to them, Will you not go as the other people have gone?They will answer,We had abandoned the people (in this life), and we were more in need of them then we are today, and we will wait for our Lord whom we used to worship.” [Recorded by al-Bukhari and Muslim]

This strangeness is comforting one:
Thus it is apparent that this strangeness does not cause its bearer any discontent. Rather it is a comforting strangeness, a solace to the believers. This is because he knows that his helpers are Allah, His Messenger and those who believe [This is a reference to verse 55 of surah al-Maidah], even if all of mankind left and abandoned him. These strangers are again described in a hadith narrated by Anas ibn Malik, in which the Prophet (peace be upon him) said, “It is possible that a disheveled, dusty person, with not many belongings [Literally, "with two headdresses"], who is not noticed among the people, if he asks of Allah, Allah will fulfill his prayer.” [Reported by at-Tirmidhi and al-Hakim. Al-Albani said it is authentic.] Al-Hasan al-Basri [a very famous Follower – tabi` - known for his piety, asceticism and knowledge] said, “A believer is a stranger in this world, he is never afraid of its humiliation, and he never competes for its glory. The people are in one situation and he is in a different situation. The people are content with him, yet he is in turmoil [Literally, "tired"] with himself.”

Their characteristic is holding on to the sunnah:
From the characteristics of these strangers that the Prophet (peace be upon him) described is the holding on to the sunnah of the Messenger (peace be upon him), even if the people abandon it.
1) They, the strangers, leave all the innovations that their people invent, even if such practices should be common among them.
2)They also stick to tawheed, even if the people corrupt it with shirk.
3)They do not ascribe themselves to anything besides Allah and His Prophet (peace be upon him); they do not, that is, ascribe themselves to a shaikh, tariqah, particular madhhab or a group of people.
4)They are dedicated only to Allah, with their sincere worship of Him and Him alone, and to His Prophet (peace be upon him), by following the path that he followed.
5)These are the people who grasp the glowing hot embers [A reference to the hadith that is to follow], even though most of mankind – nay, all of them – blame them for this. This is the meaning of the statements of the Prophet (peace be upon him) alluding to the fact that they stick to his sunnah, even if the people corrupt it.

Meaning of statement “Islam began as something strange” :
Allah, all praise be to Him, sent His Prophet (peace be upon him) when mankind followed different religions, for there were those who worshipped rivers and trees, and there were those who worshipped idols, and there were Christians, Jews and Zoroastrians. Islam, when it first appeared among these people, was strange to them. If a person from among them accepted Islam and followed the call of Allah and His Prophet (peace be upon him), he would be shunned by his family and his tribe. He would live the life of a stranger among his people. Eventually, however, Islam spread far and wide. The Muslims became stronger and stronger, so much so that the strangers were those that did not accept the teachings of the Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him).

Meaning of statement “Islam will return back to as being something strange”:
But, alas, Satan deceived mankind again. People took to the ways that their forefathers, who had accepted Islam, had abandoned until, finally, Islam became strange again, just like it had started and just like the Prophet (peace be upon him) had foretold. Nay, indeed, rather the true Islam – that which the Prophet (peace be upon him) and his Companions were following [this is a reference to the reply that the Prophet (peace be upon him) gave when asked what the characteristics of the "Saved Group" were] has become even stranger to the people then when it initially appeared, even though its outward signs and external relics are well known and widespread. [This is what ibn al-Qayyim, wrote in the 8th Century of the Hijrah, wrote. Imagine our situations six centuries after him. May Allah protect us.]

How can it not be so, when these strangers are only one group among seventy-two others :
[the Prophet (peace be upon him) said in an authentic hadith that this Ummah would divide into seventy-three groups, all of which would go to Hell except the one Saved Group.], each of which follows its own desires and takes its passions as gods? Those are the groups that base their teachings on doubts and innovations and whose sole purpose is the gratification of their own desires. Thus, the group whose goal is to achieve the pleasure of Allah by following the path of His Messenger (peace be upon him) will be the strange one among all of the other groups.

Reward of being this kind of stranger:
This is why the true Muslims – those that adamantly cling to the Sunnah – will have the reward of fifty Companions.O you who believe! Take care of your own selves. If you follow right guidance, no harm can come to you from those who err” (al-Maidah 105), he said, “Nay indeed, order good and forbid evil until you see stinginess being obeyed, and desires being followed, and this world preferred [over the next], and each person being deluded by his own opinions. Then take care of yourself and leave the common people. For indeed, after you there will be days of patience, where patience will be like holding on to glowing embers. Whoever is able to do this will have the reward of fifty people that do like him.They asked,O Messenger of Allah, the reward of fifty of them?He replied,The reward of fifty of you” [Recorded by al-Tirmidhi and Abu Dawud with a weak chain but it has supporting evidence. Al-Albani calls it sahih. See al-Sahiha, #957]. This reward is due to his strangeness among the people.

So let each true believer be prepared to be a stranger in regards …..:
So, if the believer whom Allah has blessed with wisdom and knowledge wants to tread upon this path, the path of Allah, then let him be prepared to resign himself to the life of a stranger among his people, just like his predecessors who accepted Islam were treated by the people. For indeed, he will be a stranger in his beliefs, because his people have corrupted their beliefs. He will be a stranger in his religion, due to what the people have done to it. He will be a stranger in his manner of praying, because the people are ignorant of the prayer of the Prophet (peace be upon him). He will be a stranger in his ordering of good and prohibiting evil, for the people have taken what is evil as good and they have abandoned what is good as evil. In short, then, he will be a stranger in all his matters of this world and the Hereafter, calling to the path of Allah and withstanding the harm of all those that go against him.

2)Second type of Strangeness(blameworthy kind ,evil sinners,refusal to follow correct path of Allah):
As for the second type of strangeness, then know, O reader, that this strangeness is the blameworthy strangeness, for its people are the evil sinners, the ignorant and the arrogant of mankind. Their strangeness is due to their refusal to follow the correct and straight path of Allah. This strangeness is the strangeness of not conforming to the religion of Islam and, as such, it will remain strange even if its followers are numerous, its power is strong and its existence is widespread. These are the strangers to Allah. May Allah keep us from becoming one of them.

3)Third type of Strangeness(neither praiseworthy nor blameworthy,that of a traveller in a foreign country ie our being strangers in the world):
The third category of strangeness is, in essence, neither praiseworthy or blameworthy. It is the strangeness that a traveler experiences when he travels to a different country, like a person who lives in a place for a short period of time, knowing that he has to move on. One aspect of this strangeness is that all of us, whether we realize it or not, are strangers in this world, for we will all go one day to our permanent abode in the Hereafter. This is the meaning of the hadith of the Prophet (peace be upon him) when he told Abdullah ibn Umar, “Live in this world as though you are a stranger or a wayfarer.Thus, this category of strangeness has the potential to become a praiseworthy strangeness if we realize the meaning of this statement of Allah’s Messenger (peace be upon him).

We pray that Allah bless us to be Muslims, knowledgeable and pious, and that He forgive us our sins and bless us with His Mercy.

Glorified be your Lord, the Lord of Honor and Power! (He is free) from what they attribute to Him And Peace be on the Messengers. And all Praise and thanks be to the Allah, the Lord of the Worlds.

When the Prophet (peace be upon him) was asked about the verse, “

It just came to my attention when I was reading through some articles today..Subhanallah

Walaikumasalam

Bond of two souls

Posted in My LIfe on August 6, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

I don’t know what you people were thinking but I gotta spread some good news..

Cutee

Cutee

Ok is it just me or is that picture soo cute mashallah..ANyways ..No I’m not getting married..IT”S MY BEST FRIEND>..In my first post I wrote about my path to guidance or the second post..In there I talked about 2 sisters and their families who’ve been there for me throughout my search and ONE of the sisters who I’ll call J is going to get married soon inshallah…I got this news yesterday she seems happy about it..I am soo happy as well.I”m overjoyed..I mean I do wish I was there to attend her wedding. I do wish I could see her and her man together..but Allah had other plans for all of us..Inshallah she’ll soon have her own family and maybe one day I’ll be able to see them.. I do make dua’ that Allah (S.W.T) is with her and grants her and her husband happiness.. Ameen

Subhanallah this year I’ve heard of so many people getting married. Many sisters from this forum I”m on got married Mashallah..

May Allah (S.W.T) grant all these families happiness and peace in each other’s presence Ameen

May Allah (S.W.T) make their offspring pious Ameen

Walaikumasalam

I’m BACK

Posted in My LIfe on August 4, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

Yes I’m BACK with a bang lolz..no really i’m not ..I’ve been so busy the past couple of days..I arrived back on saturday night and it’s monday night now. I’ve been thinking of posting her for a while but everytime either something came up or I couldn’t use the Internet..Anyways..Let’s start my journey from day 1..

Day 1: 22nd July Tuesday, 7:30 p.m arrived at the bus station next to the fish market in Deira, got on the bus and left for Saudi. Stopped every salah time

Day 2: Wednesday: Still on the bus, made stops every salah time and for eating and other things we needed to do.. Arrived at saudi border and stayed there for a while ..like 2 to 3 hours getting our bags checked, passports stamped and praying fajr. Legs were getting swollen, losing circulation and sore neck because of the bus.

Day 3: Thursday: Arrived at Meeqat, showered, cleaned up, men wore their ihram.Arrived at our hotel at 4-5 am during fajr time and saw the masjid al-haram while passing by and saw loadss of people going in and out ..Mashallah.. Got to our hotel , washed up ..went back to pray fajr and then do our Umrah Alhamdulillah..

Made tawaf and just looked at the Kabah in utter shock because I couldn’t believe I was actually there..that I was actually seeing it..then we finished our tawaf and then in the last circuit we got close to the Ka’bah and although was able to kiss the black stone there was too much people struggling to so I got out and people were all grabbing at anything.I Have no idea why..it’s sunnah to kiss it but your not supposed to hurt people in the process..anyways I got out but my parents couldn’t at that time so I got out and went to AL-Hatim or Al-Hijr prayed 2 rakats and came out..waited……waited……waitedd and looked around wondering what was taking my parents so long ..gave up standing there went to Maqam Ibraheem cuz I guessed it was an open area maybe I could see them from there…walked a little and saw my dad coming towards me and huggin me and crying while i was going towards him smiling and then I started crying a little too because well I can’t see people crying makes me feel all weird..lolz ..He got scared that I got lost and won’t find my way out or something lol…MY mom comes all normally to us and she says, “Why you crying for? I knew she’d find her way out.she’s used to getting her way back to things.” It’s true though..I got lost in many places but I know there is always a way out of anything if Allah wills. So went there prayed 2 rakah’s …saw the feet of Ibrahim (A.S) then left for Safa and Marwah. Safa and Marwah was inside although I thought it would be outside or something but anyways we walked up and down 7 times and went back to the hotel after everything was done. It was so tiring we went home..and fell asleep. We woke back up around 10 a.m, ate something and then left for the Masjid again as it takes like 10 minutes to walk and there’s alot of people..All the 5 salahs we were there and while coming back I’d get my food from KFC or some other place while my parents went and got some bengali food.

Day 4: Friday: BIG JUMUAH…so went prayed the salah’s and everything…the regular routine including seeing the poor people on the streets and the hustlers selling stuff..I call them hustlers because they can run better than the hustlers in the states lol..the bolodiya come and BOOM everyone’s running for their lives..I really felt bad seeing the kids sitting there with their mothers..the one family I saw I really wanted to adopt the kids..there were triplets..cute little girls sitting there wearing the same clothes and couple of months old with their mom..Mashallah I just wish I could adopt one atleast…

Day 5: Saturday: Woke up early in the morning went to Aisha masjid and did the intention of Umrah again and then left back to do the same thing…then prayed fajr..then did the Umrah..reached back home at like 8:30 a.m and missed our bus to go see the places..so stayed home or in the masjid most of the time, went to the stores checked out some books and bought some stuff to eat.

Day 6: Sunday: Usual salah and at 7:30 went again on the bus to go sight seeing….saw Hira cave, Thawr Mountain and other mountains that were significant..and the graves where Khadijah (r.A) is buried..also saw Muzdalifa, Mina the tents, Masjid Jumuah, Arafat, another masjid where they say the Prophets came down to…and other places.

We came back home and my cousin said they were coming to see us from Jeddah.. it takes 3 hours or so to arrive at makkah..THey came after Maghrib and I got to see my little neice..OMG mashallah SHE IS SOOOOO CUTEEEE…I LOVED HER…she doesn’t talk just yet but she says couple things..she walks around in this little dress always busy doing something…her minds always working..she’s giving too mashallah..always giving away stuff or feeding others stuff..we went to the Haramain and while salah we kept her busy with things and when we were done she was making sujood and so many things mashallah it was soo cute I’ll try to post pictures but I don’t know when..Anyways then they left and I really loved my time with them as well..

Day 7: Monday: Going to leave for Madinah after eating something ..Took several hours to get there but got there at night after Isha but still went there to Make salah at Masjid Nabawi after getting the room.. Slept when we got back after eating something…It is sooo much more peaceful in Madinah Subhanallah

Day 8: Tuesday: Went to the masjid nabawi most of the time but came back after every salah..it was veryy hot..slept alott or watched a little bit of t.v or ate or read Quran or read the books that i bought.

also we went sight seeing again ..so we got on the bus to see Jabal Rahmah, where the Prophet Muhammad (S.A.W) gave his last Khutbah and where Adam and Eve (hawaa) (A.S) came down. We went to Masjid Quba, prayed there, Masjid Qiblatain where the change of Qiblah’s occurred. We saw Mount Uhud MASHALLAH just couldn’t believe that was it..and saw the grave of Hamzah (R.A) and other shaheed’s..the fragrance is still there wow…And we saw the Baqee cemetary from far as we can’t go in as we’re women..Masjid BIlal, many other places we saw ALhamdulillah..

Day 9: Wednesday: Same routine except bought some stuff from the stores..was reallly hot and sunny outside..saw soooo many cats and so chubby and beautiful they are mashallah.. I even got sick..I started throwing up and all at afternoon time because I was under the sun too much

At night we got a chance to go to the Rawdah as it is hard to go there for women..We’re supposed to be in groups so we go in the groups of the country we are from or we understand the language. IT took us like 2 hours to actually go into the Rawdah ant the Women who weren’t in groups were getting in which is not allowed and is really wrong as the people who are patiently waiting are not given the chance.. We would stop the places as the women were pushing and shoving and getting in..Then we finally went in and had to find a place to pray 2 rakah’s ..My patience was wearing out as these certain women kept pushing ..after getting my place when I got up someone pushed so hard I almost fell and my face hit someone’s elbow..I got up..SCREAMED SO LOUD lolz…this was me ..(position myself , look back) and go, “WHO JUST PUSHED? WHO JUST PUSHED ME? The three women..pointing at each other…Me again, “WHY YOU PUSHING FOR??? SABR Y’AANEE” Them, all quiet and everyone else going :O whoa…turn back …mom calms me down and tells me to pray..so I pray although I’m shaking with rage..after I’m done some family goes in front of me and this other women is trying to shove through the family ..I get up look at the woman and say, “Sabr, Sabr” She stops and is standing there and I tell the family to go and she’s still standing there..so I just gesture her to go and then she goes..after all of this when I’m leaving I start laughing really hard..I asked Allah (S.W.T) to forgive me for getting angry but just thinking about the faces of those women..it is the same country women who keep doing it everywhere and I just lost it..I did meet some sisters in the Pakistani group I was with who also were frustrated actually everyone was..talked to them for a while and left. My mom was so shocked by my outburst and found it funny too because I just started screaming out of nowhere and just seeing their faces was funny..I mean your not supposed to push and shove..we ARE all going to the same place and intending on doing the same thing..THat’s what I don’t get..ANyways I thanked Allah for giving me the opportunity to actually go in there.

Day 10: THursday: Made our salah’s, went shopping and all and also after Dhuhr never came home just stayed there until Isha and I met alot of sisters there..I talked to sisters from Libya, Syria, Palestine and Saudi..THe saudi sis was sooo adorable mashallah she was 14 and she came with her grandma and then she came to us and started talking to us..She’s tall to mashallah..we don’t know arabic but I understand arabic a little bit..My mom was also talking in English and I spoke in both Arabic and English. She understood us and I understood her..I met her grandma and another one..THe girl’s name was Dhikrah …She saw a qur’an in my hand and made me recite it..I don’t know I guess because I”m not arab and I know it they get a little shocked..She even made me recite it to her other grandma ..that was so embarassing lolz..anyways she even INVITED US OVER…I’m like woww madina people are really friendly lol..she was forcing us to go and everything but I wanted to stay in the masjid and since we’re not even from the same place it would feel a little weird I guess..She kept forcing ..in the end she’s like fine I’ll see you later when I come back..I never really got to see her..and when I did see her it was us leaving and her entering…Then before Isha I met like one indian and another pakistani sister who came from Kuwait and another pakistani sister who came from UK ..and we came from dubai lol..Mashallah it was nice talking all of us together ..we were talking for like an hour or so and it was nice..we said inshallah we’d meet in Akhirah next if not in this world…

Day 11: Friday: Went to pray and after Jumua’h we were supposed to leave so we ate before Jumuah then saw my uncle ..he gave me these books for Umrah even when he came to Makkah to see us..then after jUmuah at around 3ish we left on our journey to Dubai..Prayed Salah’s on the way and everything..I even called my best friend in Canada to talk to her on the bus and see what’s up with her

Day 12: Saturday: We were at the border around morning and it took like 5 hours to actually get out of the place.. then we stopped to eat and pray and we ate at this place and since I didn’t have anything proper to eat the whole journey so I ate properly there as they didn’t look like they’d cause a problem..Finally after like 5 hours we left for Dubai and we reached Dubai at 11:30ish p.m ..I was really tired but hey it was all worth it..the bus rides just drained us out because they are very uncomfortable..My brother and uncles and cousins came to pick us up from the bus stop and we came home showered and went to sleep..

ALhamdulillah for everything..I had the best days of my life there and I wouldn’t want to miss it for the world..I took alot of pictures and there are many of mountains because there are many places left barren still and I have no clue why they make so much stuff around the Haramain and Nabawi when theres so much other place they can put the buildings in ..ANyways I guess because of people and the places they need to live in..Well I apologize for it being so long but I feel that I should share every part of it..I’ll try posting pictures but i’m not sure if I’ll have the time to as I’m moving again Inshallah in like 8 days ..

Walaikumasalam

Umrah Inshallah

Posted in My LIfe on July 22, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

I won’t be on this blog for two or more weeks as I’m going to Umrah Inshallah…Tonight I’ll be leaving and taking a bus to Jeddah ..I’m guessing..IT IS MY FIRST TIME and I’m so excited..I can’t believe I’m going..I have always dreamt of it..Alhamdulillah..Inshallah i’ll be back in two weeks and I’ll share with all of you my experiences there..Now i’m just nervous and excited at the same time

Walaikumasalam

This made my heart cry

Posted in World Affairs and Islam on July 22, 2008 by souljette

By: Moazzam Begg
Source: Cageprisoners

His hair has grown, his voice sounds a little deeper and his wounds appear to have healed somewhat. But what isn’t clear from the first ever Guantánamo interrogation video to be released for public consumption is that Omar Khadr is blind in one eye.

The Bagram airbase lies some 30miles north of the Afghan capital, Kabul. Inside the airbase is a prison, a converted machine-factory built by the Soviets during their occupation of Afghanistan. Inscriptions in Russian are still visible on the walls and doors. During the day, this place is usually deathly quiet. But at night, the sounds of soldiers as they patrol, chains clinking along the concrete floor as prisoners are frog-marched to and from interrogation rooms and screams of interrogators and interrogated usually keep you awake. It is worse than Guantanamo. In this place I witnessed two separate killings by American soldiers – the subject of this year’s Oscar-winning documentary, Taxi to the Dark Side – before I too was sent to Guantanamo. It is here too that I first met Omar Khadr, a boy from Canada who’d just turned sixteen.

I never really understood why but our military police guards would always refer to Khadr as ‘Buckshot Bob’ or simply ‘Buckshot’. His wounds didn’t seem to me as if they had been caused by the blast of a shotgun. They were much more horrific. Chunks of his chest and shoulder had been blown out – or so I’d assumed and, he was unable to see through one of his eyes because of the injuries he’d sustained, allegedly in a fire-fight with US troops. His chest looked like he’d just had a post mortem operation performed on him – whilst he was still alive. He was emaciated, fragile and quiet. But the rumour spread around about Khadr claimed that he’d launched a grenade-attack on unsuspecting US forces. Consequently, the military police units guarding us all treated Omar Khadr with open contempt and hostility. He was sometimes screamed at all night long; made to stack up crates of water bottles which were thrown down again; a hood placed over his head whilst his wrists were shackled to the ceiling. But, three years after my release from Guantánamo, and five since I last saw Khadr, I have come to realise the logic behind the name ‘Buckshot’. Photographs released by the US military this year show Khadr when he was first captured. The missing chunks of flesh were exit wounds from shotgun rounds fired. Its is now clear, based on statements by the soldiers who captured him, that Khadr had been shot in the back – at point-blank range.

Khadr and I shared a communal cell where walking, talking, standing or simply looking in the wrong direction would earn us a few hours with our hands chained above our heads to the cage door and a hood placed over our faces. Still, I managed some whispered conversations with Khadr who, just like me, had begun to comprehend his ordeal had only just started.

Omar’s treatment varied according to the perception various soldiers and interrogators had of him: most of it bad. But a handful of them, who actually got to know him and speak to him like a human being, told me how bad they felt about having a child like him in custody. I recall the last words Omar Khadr said to me before he was shipped off to Guantanamo, ‘You’re fortunate, people here care about you. No one cares about me.’

Omar was later accused of causing the death of a US Special Forces operative with a grenade. Yet a report given by the soldier who shot him says that not only was Mr. Khadr alive there, an adult man was also alive at the time he, the U.S. soldier, rushed in shooting. This contradicts the testimony of another solider who said that only Mr. Khadr was alive at the time. Whatever the case may be, Omar is fast approaching the seventh year of his detention in Guantanamo. He is now twenty –one.

In January this year, a training document produced by the Canadian foreign ministry, which referred to Guantanamo Bay, listed the United States as a country known to practice torture. Despite this assertion, the only westerner remaining in the world’s most infamous prison at Guantanamo Bay is the Canadian, Omar Khadr. And his government, which accepts the abuses faced by others at such places are very real, will do nothing for its own citizen, who was bought there in chains as a child.

In the video that made headlines this week Khadr is heard repeating some words in a very distressed state. Whilst there is some dispute about whether he’s saying ‘help me, help me’ or ‘kill me kill me’, his family believe he’s simply saying, ’ya ummi, ya ummi’ – Arabic for ‘my mother, my mother’. Although this video was recorded (in secret) over five years ago, the words I last heard from this gaunt, softly-spoken child all those years ago echo yet again. But this time the world can see and hear him: ‘No one cares about me.’

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Assalamualikum,

Reading this article really made me feel so sad..There are people who are on here and disagree with considering Omar Khadr just a child..they consider him a killer, well that’s your opinion I really could care less..to me he is a boy who has been tortured and he is not doing anything to achieve sympathy he is just in a state where he needs to get out..I pray for him everyday because if he was your son then you would want him out no matter what..if he was your brother you would want him out..so what makes him any different..I wish the brother would hear us saying that we care..unfortunately he doesn’t..if you think that he is guilty why then is he not being tried like every other person..??? Before I was ignorant to believe that the government is good and everything else is a lie but I know therez always 2 sides to a story..i’ve seen both sides and I believe Omar Khadr needs to get out and be treated fairly..ENUFF…May Allah(S.W.T) make it easier for him and his family

Walaikumasalam

“An unjust law is no law at all”

Posted in World Affairs and Islam on July 20, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,
I know this is a bit late to post this but I’m new at wordpress and I might as well post it..better late then never..

In the Name of Allah the Most Merciful the Most Compassionate

Bismillahir Rahman Nir raheem

Two years have passed since my arrest. When I was taken to Maplehurst I was held in the custody of the Institutional Crisis Intervention Team. Whenever I was moved from place to place, they would force me to run with my hands and legs shacked while my back was bent at 90 degrees forward.

When I was first brought to cell 1 unit 1K, I was slammed face first on the floor, a huge shield was then pressed against my back while a guard smeared my face with his boots because I dared lift my head

Whenever I was moved out of my cell, I was required to slide my hands through the hatch of the door, before it was opened in order to be hand cuffed. To do this I had to kneel on both knees. Many times when I put my hands through the hatch, the guards would forcefully pull my wrists so that my forehead would slam against the metal door.

Whenever the guards came in to collect the garbage they would often apply wrestling manoeuvres on me for the purpose of entertaining themselves. They would sometimes apply pressure on sensitive areas such as my temple and fingers. One day when I came back from court, a guard twisted my hands above my head forcing me to skip on one foot back to my cell.

Since then I have languished in solitary confinement, where for the first year on a daily basis, I spent 23 hours and 40 minutes in a cell no bigger than an apartment’s washroom.

The 23 hours and 40 minutes became a complete 24 hours when I was transferred to the Don Jail. Since then, I have seen the sun less than 10 times and have gone to the exercise yard less than 30 times.

My health, psychologically and physically is deteriorating. I was planning to testify at my trial but now I am not even sure if I will be mentally capable of doing so by the time it comes around, if it ever does.

As for the state of this so called Judicial Process, then I must admit I was naïve. I came in two years ago with the expectation of transparency only to be confronted with section 38, complete denial of CSIS disclosure, censorship of vital information in the so-called RCMP disclosure, and the concealing of state agents identities which by law must be revealed as opposed to informants whose identities are protected.

To expect the accused to mount an adequate defence in the face of such barriers, in a case which is political and state entrapment is a live issue, is to expect a frail old man to defend himself with his hands tied behind and eyes blindfolded, against a professional boxer.

I am not being subjective. I realize that all government agencies have secrets that must be protected. However, authorities have in the past used ‘ National Security’ to cover up their dirty work, exculpatory evidence and embarrassing facts. The Maher Arar case is a classic example.

Last year, I was denied the freedom to mix with the other human beings due to the dreamed up danger that I could somehow pose or communicate from within a six-cell block, monitored physically by correctional officers as well as virtually by closed circuit cameras, within a maximum security prison.

During about the same time, I conceded committal to trial for the exchange of having the opportunity to cross-examine a list of witnesses agreed upon by the crown. Both parties signed this agreement yet somehow, we are to believe, there was some alleged ambiguity that allowed the crown to file a direct indictment and effectively breach its undertaking. Now I am in a difficult position of having to cross-examine the main witness in my case, for the first time, at trial.

The unfair manoeuvre has also effectively robbed me of the ability to discover my case, which is a fundamental necessity for developing my defence. This is not an alleged bank robbery or a drug bust. The stakes for the government and the authorities are high thus making the potential for corruption and malice equally high if not higher.

During the adult preliminary, Mr. Bond used to monitor our eye blinks in the prisoner box to ensure that we were not violating the communication ban. While he was busy doing that, his star witness Mubin Shiekh was slaughtering the publication ban on National and international airwaves.

The crown held and is still holding the accused on various charges based on the desire to exaggerate this case and in order to hamper their bail chances and not on the merits of evidence.

These are only some of the main issues that I have. They may very well be supported by law, but at the end of the day, they remain unfair to any mind endowed with the faculty of reason and understanding. As St. Augustine said “An unjust law is no law at all”.

I never asked anyone to believe that I was innocent. All I ever asked for was a chance to prove it. After two years, I have come to realize that even this simple request is too much to expect from this process.

In conclusion, to continue to respect such a process is an insult to my dignity, the very little intellect that I have and my faith.

I will God willing, continue to defend myself through my lawyers, and I will continue to obey orders made by the court with the exception of the order to show it respect since I can’t be expected to give what I no longer have. This, in effect, means that I will no longer stand up for any judge as he/she enters and leaves the courtroom.

Based of the rhythm of the past two years, I have extrapolated the tune of the coming two years, and I’m not willing to be the fool that dances to it.

God willing, the complete and undistorted truth about the ‘ Toronto18′ will one day surface.

Zakaria Amara

Accused in Toronto18 case

Don jail

Please make du’a for this brother

Walaikumasalam

8 year old kid reciting Surah Yasin

Posted in Islam with tags on July 19, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

Well you have probably seen this video of a kid reciting surah yasin..Mashallah I love his recitation..he has ofcourse grown up now..I think he’z around 12 or 13 years old i’m not sure..but if you want to listen to his recitation yet again..here it is…

By the way his name is Hasan bin Abdullah Al Awad..Mashallah his voice was beautiful then..it still is but I feel that at that point his recitation was good and his voice was of a youth..
Jazakallah khair for reading
Walaikumasalam

The Strangers by Ibrahim Dremali

Posted in Islam with tags , on July 19, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

When I first watched this video and listened to what this brother said intently I really couldn’t believe it. IT is mindblowing..I reccomend everyone to watch it. I like the way it starts and many people can relate to it..Many in the west can.. I could..So go ahead press play..YOU KNOW YOU WANNA lol

The main line of the story….Islam began as something strange so don’t be afraid to be a stranger..Ghuraba..I love this hadith and I love this quote..In the beginning you see couple youths talking and where I come from this is how they talked and I talk..I know what they’re saying but I don’t know if you get it.Either way if you don’t understand just let me know..If you watched it..tell me how it was .I already know it’s good but I don’t know about your opinion..Anyways Jazakallah for watching if you did
Walaikumasalam

Mom

Posted in My LIfe on July 19, 2008 by souljette

Assalamualikum,

I apologize for not updating my health or life these couple days. I have been sick lately and have been waiting for my mom to come back. My mother went to BD (bangladesh) to attend my cousin’s marriage. She spent like two weeks there and Inshallah she’ll be back tomorrow evening. I chose not to go back home because I know how it is going to be..The mehendi, the wedding, the after party..bla bla bla..

You see this was my oldest cousin sister getting married in the family and I really wanted to see her getting married off but the fact that it will be mixed and there will be blaring music just turned my interests off. I thought I was going the first time my mother made the decision and I told her that I would go to bd but I wouldn’t go to the marriage..She told me.”No one’s going to force you” Well I said fine ok …then I had a talk with my bro and he told me, “Why don’t you just stay here? Mom’s coming back and you’ll be going again, if you don’t go to the marriage might as well not go.” I thought about it and I told my mom that I won’t go and my dad said that he’d keep me with him. I didn’t want to spend my dad’s money either. SO, My mom left to bd while I”m here. My cousin got married Alhamdulillah..she’s at her hubby’s house now and my mom is coming back tomorrow inshallah.

I would be a fool to say that I didn’t miss my mother’s presence. Although I don’t admit it, I did. She is part of everything I do. I never really felt that close to her before till the past year. Since I came back to dubai, my only friend has been my mother. Through the hustle bustle of life I forgot about the hardship my mother went through and what she had to do to make us all happy. When I started practicing Islam my mother looked at me with disappointment and anger. She had this accusing look saying, “You betrayed me” Ofcourse that’s because she didn’t understand what I was becoming and what was influencing me. She thought I was going “extreme” Lol..Anyways Life was hard for couple years because I had to keep arguing with her and fighting with her.. I was a teenager who found my way and found the right path but all this was new to her. When she was away from me she would get mad if I was at the masjid, when I returned to canada to reunite with her she got mad that I was wearing niqab. She was just trying to protect me from this world. She knew I had grown up but she was afraid that in a world like this I was unaware of the consequences of my action. Days used to go by without talking to my mother for not only my views but the stupid things I used to do. I always talked to her in a low voice though and always tried never to get mad and talk.As I said I was growing up and I tried my best not to hurt her but I was searching for my own truth at that time.

When I came to Dubai, my mother got to see more of me because well there isn’t any transportation here so I couldn’t just go wherever I can.I have to depend on others for transportation which I HATE!!!!.. SO, my mother and I spent more time, cleaning, talking, watching t.v and just understanding each other. We started opening up to each other. I started joking around with my mother and she started doing the same. Communication got so much better. All this I never had before. I was really scared of my mother when I was young and I wouldn’t talk much in front of her but now I feel that I can tell her anything. She has become my best friend in some way. I guess she realized that what I was doing with my deen was good not extreme.. it was something that i was doing for a better life and hereafter. She shares her knowledge with me now while I share mines with her. My momma has become more understanding and is slowly following the deen which is what makes me happy. Alhamdulillah!! I can’t wait for her to be back!

I’ll leave you with this ayah:

(32) And We have enjoined on man to be dutiful and kind to his parents. His mother bears him with hardship and she brings him forth with hardship, and the bearing of him, and the weaning of him is thirty (30) months, till when he attains full strength and reaches forty years, he says: “My Lord! Grant me the power and ability that I may be grateful for Your Favour which You have bestowed upon me and upon my parents, and that I may do righteous good deeds, such as please You, and make my off-spring good. Truly, I have turned to You in repentance, and truly, I am one of the Muslims (submitting to Your Will).”
( سورة الأحقاف , Al-Ahqaf, Chapter #46, Verse #15)

Walaikumasalam